Today sucked so fucking hard, I don’t want to write about it on FB so Tumblr will have to do. Ashly’s one year memorial was today. We wrote little messages on paper and put them in balloons, filled em up and let em all go. It felt really good doing that with her family. It was a very private and emotional little segment of my life. Seeing Riley made my heart skip a beat.. She wasn’t at the funeral service so seeing her this time made me smile over my crying.. But then right when I left the memorial, I get a fucking $260 speeding ticket.. What the actual FUCK!?! I never get pulled over, never get caught speeding.. I’ve only gotten one damn speeding ticket in my life, back when I was 18. So this, shit on everything. No Craig Owens this weekend either. Sad fucking week. And I needed to vent about it. This day, every year (I can already tell) is going to be complete shit.

I also have my written test for my license on Tuesday at 8am. I need to pass this shit. This will be what I channel all my emotions towards. Passing this god damn test so I can get my license in the god damn mail and finally make bank on making people beautiful. And then, getting the fuck out of this shit city. Cheers.